It turned out that both praised and criticized me for the first literary efforts are equally. Now and can not remember the specific names of those very critics that condescendingly - and vice versa for the full program - my assorted sunk into oblivion undertakings. I can identify people who have had some influence on my literary attempts, and then that made me into what is now - a writer at heart, a sloth on paper.
Of course, first of all it is worth mentioning the parents. Neither the father nor the mother is not interested in the manifestations of my creative 'I', whatever they may be. Or maybe just did not attach much importance, because they themselves were raised in the tradition of ' learn to earn a living - everything else will follow '. Alas, not made. Blaming them does not make sense, we are all born differently injured parents and their upbringing. This is inevitable in any society.
Encouraged my endeavors Maria D. Suvorov, a teacher of Russian language and literature in high school. Perhaps, amid the last couple of years, then I was pretty productive: immature, but the verses; shallow, but the stories. I remember a couple of kriptoisticheskih creations. It would be interesting now to read it yourself. But I was merciless to his long-time experiments.
In the network an important role in the formation of a creative outlook on me occupied, perhaps, forum publishing ' AST '. It is developed in every sense of literary community. In fact, on this board started a lot, and most importantly - I have set myself the goal of. As far as I remember, I'm not really aware of the importance of the moment, and no wonder - I was thirteen or fourteen years old. What is really there to the realization.
Subsequently, the goal of ... Perhaps only time the wording has become more pragmatic and concrete, according to the laws of time management, although it may not be quite right for the creative person.
In J. Cameron in his book ' The Way of the artist ' is a moment when one speaks of ' shadow - painters ' - people who have chosen a profession in one way or another connected with their favorite way of expression, but not identical, they. Unrealized writers are journalists, musicians - the administrators group, or producers, and m. Dr.. To some extent this is true for me - I much like and in some ways still sound like a ' shadow artist '. I chose publishing as a profession - from a desire to do this? . It is clear, and so.
